Mr. Eddie Long,

There is only one reason ANYONE takes camera shots of themselves posing in a bathroom. They are varying degrees of a mating display. Any other excuse from you is a cover story. You are lying to your family, your congregation, your victims, and yourself.

I suspect that if you had been allowed to be your true self as a young man you would not have felt like you had to hide your organic nature. If you had not been judged or feared judgement you would not have made it your life's work to cruelly judge others who have the internal strength to live their lives honestly.

I know how abuse works. At some point in your life you were abused. Physically. Emotionally. Spiritually. And now you abuse. Physically. Emotionally. Spiritually.

I know how Narcissistic Personality Disorder works. You have learned to consider yourself infallible as a coping mechanism. The other option was to look at your behaviors and your desires and injuries honestly. And you can't do that can you? You can't do it because you live in a world of hatred that you helped create and perpetuate.

I know a little about fanaticism too. Have you figured it out yet that your external judgements are really about what you hate in yourself...not in others? Probably not yet. You need to hit bottom first, I guess.

With any luck it will be a fast fall and a hard landing.